Positivity

Monday July 30
Sitting in my car before work

List:

1. Confidence. Enviable confidence.
2. Watch my rude comments... Although eh I dunno. I never say things seriously and i refuse to let MR and TW tear down of me get to me
3. Not ruining friendships. But if I don't like someone, just taking some space.
4. Happiness
5. Positivity
6. Love
7. Quality friendships with all year amazing people in my life.
8. TW was Masons friend. It makes sense shed have issues with me. I stole him in a way. I don't take it personally and ultimately it'll blow over.
9. MR is also masons friend and ex. Def don't take her personally although I should find a new hairdresser blah.
10. Here's what I know: I have the most incredible bf in the entire world. I love my friends, vinia Jesee amy Laura Nina. Love my family... All of them. And I love my job and my bosses and colleagues. That's all that matters
11. Ultimately bad comes and goes and won't mean anything in an unknown period of time
12. I didn't do anything to deserve this . I can't control it. So why dwell on it.
13. Focusing on the bad will just hold me back from really leaning to love myself


And to top it all off. In head over heels in love with mason. And in the end. Mason means everything.

Why I am proud to be me

1. I won leader I the quarter the first time ever being nominated
2. I landed a fantastic promotion where one excelling
3. I have a handsome wonderful boyfriend who treats me like I'm His world
4. I've TAed for two professors despite being undergrad
5. My essay was published as a short film for educational purposes
6. I build good friendships fast
7. If I want something, I achieve it