Envy, pride, anger, and greed. I feel these things towards ab and what she has, and I know I shouldn't. So dearest universe, I come to you again, asking you to help me move past these animalistic emotions. Especially envy. Dear universe, I admit it, I'm full of jealousy. I'm so jealous of the attention Af gets from men and women alike. . And I'm jealous of ab.. Mostly of her little size. It's ridiculous that I think someone's better than me, because they're skinnier than me.
So dear universe, please help me gain the strength to move past this. To gain inner strength within myself and who I am. To help me take care of myself. Eat right, exercise, wax to help create a foundation of Jordan that I'm proud of. Then it's up to me to follow through and dress well, learn how to really buy and apply makeup, just take care of myself. Inside and out.
