Back to beauty and swagg

Im feeling so content and like I'm on the right path. Like I'm truly behaving like the person I am. Not using crap loads of energy to appear like one of my friends, colleagues, employers, professors.

I'm Jordan.

I need to run more. Today I'm going to go home and clean my room and house. If Mas wants to come over I'll cook him dinner. I have great objects, but currently I'm mitigating the shopping and spending. Instead I'm making my own pescatarian meals and painting my own nails. Drinking a solitary glass of wine once in a while. I need to focus on my skin and keeping it clear a little better. But my hormones are also insane so that's forgivable.

I want to focus less on envying the beautiful people around me. I want to focus on smelling nice. Finding my signature scent. And I'm going to get skinny by Halloween and stay thin.

Love , Jordan

Dear sweet universe

Dear lovely universe: I have five minutes to stand in the sun before I have to go back into work.

Thank you for this newfound strength and confidence. Thank you for giving me this will power. And thank you for inspiring more to constantly do better.

Please help me calm my anxiety. I'm so nervous all the time, I can barely handle this feeling in my heart. Physically and emotionally.

Please help me find the strength to continue to purify my body and eliminate animals and coffee.

I hope I continue on this path of good clean living. And I hope it trickles into my personal life.

I especially ask for strength and guidance with mason. I know perfection isn't possible, but give me the strength, patience, kindness, sensuality that he deserves to have .

All my love,
Jordan